pause that adrenaline rush!

Ever laid back and watched the night sky? Its dark, and the glittery stars makes it look dream like.  But then  again when there is that rumble in the sky...it scares you.  Its beautiful but makes your heart twinge a little..

Our life is very much similar to the night sky... we love being loved...we enjoy doing things that make us happy. ..we get accustomed to the comfort around...we live like today is the end.

But then there is that rumble in your night sky..."tomorrow".

Is living for now really enough? Then what about the next episode? Is it okay to reveal the entire thrill and suspense in the same episode without considering the future? Wont it be catastrophic later?           

You see...life is indeed a fairy tale.
Just like how sleeping beauty slept her whole life believing in a future, we need to hold ourselves back sometimes and wait for the right thing to happen...        

Want to tell him/her how much the relationship means ? Want to take that hidden load of treasure off your chest right now? Think twice..life loves messing things up to add that drama
If you wake up now and act on your impulse, you may miss that perfect fairy tale ending...so what do you do?                    

Patience is the key fellow wonders...so keep calm and wait...if it is forever, today can wait..the prince will find you!

Why am I what ever I am?

Little about the two men (verrrrrrry important, say like oxygen? :P ) in my life.
The first guy im gonna tell you about is someone you would immediately fall in love with!!
He feeds me, irons my clothes, takes me out for shopping ( best part- waits till I complete my select 10-try 10-choose 5-try 5-pick one session), drops me to college almost every other day, invites me for a jolly ride around the place i live every night (though we end up drinking watermelon juice only), listens to all my whining ranging from 'i hate my hairstyle' to 'that bitch troubles me a lot in school', wakes me up with a cuppa tea (made correctly suiting my requirements-not too strong-not too light-not too sweet-full of love), fills my pocket sufficiently enough that i don't need a boyfriend *evil laugh*.
....all right by now, the realisation that the list would never end should have struck you!

This man has lived for 50 years in this world and for 18 years i have been his world. He pushes me to the top in every list of his with which priority is concerned. He hates when i frown ( I'm his little princess). He knows my slightest gestures. He can read my mind even before my mouth could tell him. He knows i love pink and i hate my 5th grade science teacher ( even now! Aaargh that bitch! ). 
He would probably even tell you "she like gloss and balms not lipstick" or warn you " you act this cocky she'll whack your face in such a way that it will look like your rear"!
We make the bestestest of friends, and even better- the perfect 'dad-daughter' combo (now if your thinking about your Chinese combo... we're better! hahaha). For everything i do, there is an automatic 'popping-up' of an image of this sweet,bald (sorry but i love you like that pa! ), energetic,super talented, funny dancer, telling me to pick the best for myself and build my little fort perfectly.
I couldn't have been luckier than having this charismatic father all for myself. 
BUT...
Life has always doubled my happiness (yes! along with yummy-mouth-watering chocolate sprinkles) and this case the next bundle of joy would be this man who is a little intimidating but yet so adorable and protective! 
(excited already? part 2 on the way *winks*)

PS: pa, for all that unconditional love you have showered me with and for still treasuring all my scribbles, i promise to be your naughty little princess forever ( and forever means forever). *my big-wide-moist eyes*

hello world!

Life is a dream...
         just like good dreams..bad dreams.. terrifying ones...naughty ones..secret types..."wish it really happens" ones,"fuck! why was it a dream" ones...life splatters has an abundant amount of variety at us. And the beauty of it is defined only by the way we look at it... be it your first crush lookin at whose pictures u still smile..or be it that horrible bitch in school u hated...memories are always refreshing if  only we are thankful enough to ourselves for getting past it...
People say life is not a bed of roses.. but for me it literally has been one! *smiles*
I've always been that kid my friends' parents would ask them to be like (frnds have hated me for that :P)... excellent grades...
Life has taught me the science of being happy (or shall i say i have discovered it ;)) and the difference between living n existing.I aint that perfect girl who would show a peace symbol n pose for magazines...neither am i that hot chick u wud find in your class ( behind whom shallow men form a queue *sticks her tongue out*)...
But i am that girl to whom you would probably come n tell "fuck! I screwed up again. What do i do now?!"

Reason- I look at life as an opportunity to have fun ( though messing up sometimes turns out "nevermind" to me).. i am that girl who can kill you by talking... [most of the times coz it made sense n made u feel guilty ;) ].... I am that box of crackers who would light up your sky if ignited right or i might even explode your world if you provoke me to do so. Somebody staying grumpy and sad in front of me is a "never-ever happened" episode, coz that somebody's ugly face will pop the "retard" side of me and make their face as happy as i always am. Be it agony aunt, your gossip girl,you shopping pal, your santa claus... I"m sure enough that everyone would find something for themselves in me... just like a discount sale :)
So here i am jumping into to the world..unfiltered, raw, imperfect and yet so proud *winks* :)

Again, life is a dream -why? because i like it that way!!